musings

I feel like I should stop with the cryptic, minimalistic entries hehe.

I have a funny plan in my mind, but I don't know if I should go through with it or not. I always start things, but I hardly ever finish them. I suppose that's one of my downfalls. It's so annoying! I start little stories, get into it for about 5 pages and then I'm over it. Or I'd really be into making videos one week, and the next week my attention would go making pixel dolls hahaha.

I got caught up reading recent myspace blogs which explains why I'm still awake at 2:50 AM. I have trouble falling asleep these days. I just lay in bed thinking, "If I just close my eyes, then it would already be tomorrow!". However, I find that if you think about sleeping, you won't fall asleep! So I play Sudoku on my Nintendo DS to pass the time.

The bon dances are so fun! There's this one disco-like dance which I'm determined to master! I haven't seen as many people as I know from last years dances. I remember walking into the church and seeing my two friends just sitting there. I asked if they were going to dance and they told me they were "over it". They said things seemed different that year...and now, this year, they aren't anywhere to be seen. Boo hoo. Oh well! More andagi for me haha suckers!

This also reminds me of the time when I asked if anyone wanted to go trick-or-treating with me this year...and no one said yes because they thought they were too old! Even Jessica (who is pretty child-like) D:! I get so depressed when people tell me that they are too old for something.

I AM HAPPY!